Tuesday, October 25, 2011

October 25, 2011

I don't like all the highs and lows and extreme feelings. I would prefer stability. Life's not like that all the time, though, so just have to learn to manage the swings.

I've known it's hard to forgive. I've learned that I'm finding it almost impossible to forgive someone that doesn't think they've committed any wrongs, that hasn't indicated at all any recognition of the pain they've caused. I just can't do it no matter how I try.

I never knew you could look up to someone so much that it hurts. How does that work?

It's hard when you can't keep track of what's going on, it feels out of control.

I was told to take a deep breath and calm down. It works, a bit. At least momentarily.

1 comment:

Peter said...

Honest, yet obtuse, Kei. :)