May 31, '09

no answers
except
its not fair

May 23, '09

1. This.weekend.has.been.a.long.time.coming.
2. Apparently.its.because.you.felt.guilty.that.makes.me.happy.
3. Feigning.strength.eat.more.spinach.it'll.make.me.strong.
4. Hurrah.for.Benadryl.go.drugs.
5. Happy.Graduation.Fi-Bi.

Only a kid.

Someone at work bought me chocolate today. Just one of those chocolate koalas that you pay $1 or so for ... the type that parents sell at work to raise money for their kid's fundraiser.

After the chocolate incident, I was really happy, just like a kid. It appears that I'm easily won over, easily bribed.

Like a kid. Can't handle things that are too hard. Can't handle too much responsibility. Can't handle tasks that hold too much risk.

Only a kid...

... no desire to grow up.

May 14, '09

Sure.
No worries.
Whatever.
Done.
Deal.

Beef or lamb?

It's funny how the mind can trick you. I was having dinner tonight, given a piece of meat that looked rather like a medium-cooked piece of beef steak. Came with mash, asparagus, all that really good stuff... I ate it, and towards the end, someone asked me, "so how was the lamb?" After asking a few other people, I found out that what I had thought was beef was in fact, lamb.

If I had known beforehand that it was lamb, I would've appreciated it a lot more. Don't get me wrong, I love my beef steak, but lamb is quite a speciality, even more so than the beef. Dinner was enjoyable, but it could've been more enjoyable if only I had known...

Note to self: the mind is easily fooled. Be careful.

Insight.

Insight.
Originally uploaded by k.ho

Felt like playing around with my camera tonight, bit too cold to go outside so thought I'd do the best I could in my room. Surprisingly, this photo took a long time to take because I couldn't quite get the composition right so that the photo would actually say what I wanted it to.... Understanding, clarity, insight... even small amounts can make masses of difference.

May 7, '09

My desk at works moves up and down with the rotation of a lever. I should not gamble. I am losing lots of dinners and choco cookies. Some people are born actors/actresses. Time makes it worse. Still looking for a housemate. Unable to start a conversation unless probed. Looking for people to take photos with on weekend. My next toy will be called Tommy.

Housemate wanted.

Hi all,

I'm needing a new housemate as of June/July this year. For those of you that have been to my place, it's the same one (in Carlton). If anyone is interested or know of anyone (seriously anyone) who might be, please let me know at your earliest convenience. Thanks in advance.

Kei

Use words.

In the absences of direct, to the point sentences, I will not get it. I believe I am a bit dense at taking hints. Hopes that I interpret looks", can read between the lines, or understand what 3 unanswered calls mean as opposed to 4 are useless. If you want to tell me something, you're going to have to actually tell me. I don't know what the difference is in being a teddy bear as a gift versus a box of chocolates.

Likewise, if you want to know something, you're going to have to ask me. I'll probably answer your question, really.

Thanks for helping me reduce the amount of unnecessary complications in life.

It's that easy.

Just don't think about it, the pain stops.
Just don't think about it, the guilt goes away.
It's that easy.




.. or.not.