Monday, June 29, 2009

June 29, '09.

What's been happening?

Unbelievably busy. At work, after work, at home, even when I'm sleeping my brain seems to be quite active.

Zzz.....

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I had a dream.

A dream in the midst of the night?
A mindless daydream?
I can't remember.

Driving along the windy paths
Watching the trains go by
Rain drops falling on the windscreen.

In the dream, you were absent
From my house and computer screen
From my workplace and all that's in between
In my dream, you weren't there.

Away from my mind, away from my heart
Away from my life and all it's parts
In my dream, you weren't there.

Through the darkest days and brightest nights
Through sunshine and thunderous times

I was happy, for in my dream,
You weren't there.

Monday, June 22, 2009

June 22, '09

No explanation.
No excuses.

Just lost my mind.

失败者

Punch me now.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

... and the summation is...

-100.

you learn as you go.
some things you don't click.
some words you don't hear.
reduce the anger.
forget the memory.

-100, already freezing.
soon, molecules
don't.
move.
no.
more.

and
soon
it's
-273






Kelvin.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Centralize the pain

'Cause I don't want to.
'Cause it hurts.

'Cause I want to make you miserable.
'Cause it's hard.

'Cause I want to be difficult.
'Cause I can.

Just 'cause.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Pathetic:

- Facebook quizzes. No one cares that you are 80% dirty or that you're 20% female. No one.
- Ridiculous abbreviations. Fair enough if you want to express "thx for my msg" or require "info tmr or asap" but "ilu" and "hugz"? I mean, seriously, as if virtual hugs aren't stupid enough. If you love someone, you would think you would at least have the decency to spell it out. Seriously, 8 letters, 10 including spaces, not rocket science.
- Calling people anonmyously and hanging up. If you dialled the wrong number, it doesn't hurt to say so. If you're calling to play pranks, at least do something original.

I am not in a good mood. I realize I may have offended most of my readers who probably love to do "xoxo" and even write their own Facebook quizzes. At this point in time, I couldn't care less, but I realize I might care by the end of the week, so I apologize now for later, and I do actually mean it.

Let's just blame it on Monday Blues.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Heartbreak #4


"You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'n make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even)"

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Heartbreak #3


"They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even)"

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Heartbreak #2



"What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

... and what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked you and you're ok?

... I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces..."

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Heartbreak #1



"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven"

Monday, June 8, 2009

Two words.

ROGER FEDERER.

=)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

June 4, '09

No particular timing
Morning
Night
Summer
Spring

No particular instance
Eating
Showering
Talking
Spacing

No particular reason
Wishful
Lustful
Hateful
Hopeful

It just comes
and
you
just


remember.